Yes or No?

hmm.........ee ping called me 2day
she told me the place n time 2 meet up 2day
I dun felt like goin actually jus becuz m abit scare n uncomfortable, i mean i rather meetin her up personally rather than the whole bunch of AFI
I wanted 2 say it out on the spot that i dun feel like goin, that few words seems so so hard for me ,and i ended up sayin okay okay......
Afta bout an hour, i sent her a text sayin tat m not goin, i think m bad but there's no point goin if i hv nth 2 share nor they have
Hope tat they have fun 2nite..........