LOTSA em' told me tat i looked fierce in this pic.......wat bout this huh?

haha , better ryte?

Yes or No?

hmm.........ee ping called me 2day
she told me the place n time 2 meet up 2day
I dun felt like goin actually jus becuz m abit scare n uncomfortable, i mean i rather meetin her up personally rather than the whole bunch of AFI
I wanted 2 say it out on the spot that i dun feel like goin, that few words seems so so hard for me ,and i ended up sayin okay okay......
Afta bout an hour, i sent her a text sayin tat m not goin, i think m bad but there's no point goin if i hv nth 2 share nor they have
Hope tat they have fun 2nite..........

Hair cut VS hair Permin

Felt reluctant 2 take down this pic cuz my hair was so damaged now =(

Tot of cuttin my hair short at 1st ,but the tot of permin obstrcuted n ranked 1st afta a day past...
So that urge me 2 saloon yday.....told tat hairstyler tat i wanna perm my hair
So she started 2 ask me bout wat kinda perm i want, i started 2 point this n tat in the magazines she shown me
It was so sick of me tat i cant make any decision, so i told that hairstyler 2 jus choose 1 and jus perm for me....
And so she started 2 perm by curlin my hair up, my heart beeps were swiftin..........I duno y tat happened as i dun have tat feelin when i permed my hair in the past, i was so scare tat d new hair do doesnt suit me.......
Afta bout 4 n a half hour, my hair was like so shitty.........i dun like it, maybe it takes time 4 me adaptin 2 new things
When mommy saw my new hairstyle , she said : Any difference with ur old hairstyle??
I replied mama by sayin : "u dun jk la,i dun like this n prefer my old straight n healthy hair, i felt so shitty now...................


Mom shoke her head and said , i know u'll straighten back ur hair very soon......

Lunch v Nic n Bel

Will never go for pizza anymore...........M so stuffed now
V ordered 2 regular pizza, an oleo prawn ,mushroom soup n garlic breads

Conclusion : No taste, i mean its like tasteless ----->> No satisfaction at all ! =(

LEAVING

Got a text early in the morning from my ling ling sayin tat she's is leavin 2 Aussie next month...
She'll be stayin there for awhile like 6 months
Not gonna ask her y cuz she'll never gimme proper reason......
I know i'll definitely miss her lots.......
Wishin her all the best in wateva she's doin

Love this, extra-delicious!

Pic instead of wordy post

Random pic taken by sis in aunt's house yday

Open BOOK

Its good to be an open book and not lyin (But still, I cant deny d fact a good lie can smoothen things up, but ppl tend 2 do tat all the time and eventually got addicted 2 it)
As for now, i m thinkin of changin my blog add into my ex-URL
Cuz sumtimes i jus don feel like hidin things from ppl, esp ppl round me ......I was a liar, i mean i lie most of the time (sumtimes, m jus so out of control, i dun feel like lyin, I told myself tat i gotta tel out the truth, but recommitin the same error again n again eventually)...
Well, I wanna take this opportunity 2 compel myself not 2 commit the same mistakes anymore.....
Gotta change my add back 2 the primeval one soon.......

Warmth

Textin with stace, and she mentioned tat sam seems not reli alryte......Decided 2 text her

I love seein adorable chubby sam, take k of good health, don get urself look so haggard.....Nite
And she replied.........
I love seein pretty lil strawberry sun. U 2 Take good k of ur health, Nite

A simple reply from frens made me feel so warm.....

Get Well soon gal

Texted swan by givin her sum methods suggested by fren in curin cough....I didnt do all these b4 esp 2 my high sch fren, felt so warm when i got her reply sayin thk u 2 me......hope it reli works
Get well soon gal, wishin ya a speedy recovery......Take k

Amber In Specs......

Look nerdy in specs??

I miss sch, i wish i could turn back time and go back to my high sch.....
Current live has been so boring and meaningless
Sumtimes i jus feel like m a walking corpse
Everybody is busy working n earning everyday whereas m doin nutin over here
Havin slight fever and flu this few days
Was feelin depressed these days, wish this tot will evaporate soon