When u say "We", that means ur work n U urself
I believe u treated wat happened btw us as nutin, its reli nutin.
Well, i guess u're ryte, it was nutin.
Nutin the way i always expected, and nutin compared to what could have happened.
You dont belong to my world and i jus don belong 2 urs perhaps.
V both jus dont.

But if its not too much to ask, can u at least promiz me sumtin?
Don do anythin reckless. For P's or hu ever's sake.
And i'll promise u sumtin in return,
This is the last time u'll ever be disturbed, there wont be any more in the future.
U can go on with ur own life, without any inteference from me
It will be like, I never existed, I promiz

Once upon a time, we swore not to say goodbye

Something got a hold of us and we changed

And then you sat alone in pride

And I sat at home and cried

How'd our fairytale just end up this way

We went round for round til' we knocked love out

We were laying in the ring, not making a sound

And if that's a metaphor of you and I

Why is it so hard to say goodbye

I can't wait to hate you

Make you pain like i do

Still can't shake you off (Still can't shake you off)

I can't wait to break through

These emotional changes

Seems like such a lost 'cause

I can't wait to face you,

break you down so low

there's no place left to go

I can't wait to hate you

This was a love phenomenon no one could explain

And i wish I could press reset and feel that feeling again

I sit and press rewind

And watch us every night

Wanna pause it but I can't make it stay (Just gotta let it play)

We went round for round til' we knocked love out

We were laying in the ring not making a sound

And if that's a metaphor of you and I (I)

Why is it so hard to say goodbye (why's it so hard)

No need to call my phone cause I changed my number today

Matter fact I think I'm moving away (away)

Sorry the frustration's got me feeling a way

And I just keep having one last thing to say

And I just wanna hold you,

Touch you, feel you, be near you

I miss you baby baby baby (baby baby baby)

I'm tired of tryin' to fake through

But there's nothing I can do

Boy I can't wait to hate you

Wat Shud the title be?

Told u tat i'll give ya an ans and here is how it goes.....
My ans will sound sumtin like tis,
M not being choosy nor picky, and ur reli great, YET,
I think its relatively important knowing ur life partner as well as the way he or she looks at relationship? Is the other party havin healthy thoughts jus like u do?
Getting sum1 tat respect love is crucial.
Its sumwhat easier to get sum1 u can live with than gettin sum1 tat u CANT live WITHOUT
I was, and still seekin for the one tat i CANT live WITHOUT.
Guess tats enuff in explainin everythin?

THANK YOU!

Thx lot to Mr Kelvin n Mr Wah for helping me early in the morning
Tyre went flat tis morning (to be more precise, my tyre was flat last nite)
Neigbour told Nic, and she 4gotten to inform me, and m bein even worst tat i didnt realize it tis morning, and was driving jus like normal.
I didnt realize anythin til the car next to me horn me. How stewwwpid i m !!!!
Mr Wah saw me standing down d roadside, he made a big U-turn and offer me a helping hand. So kind of him.....Such a nice guy!!!!!
Kelvin then went 2gete to the tyre shop in segambut with me, of cuz to change my tyre.
Eventually i got my AtoZ two brand new tyre, and tat costs me RM300.....YEAH!
My apologize to Kelvin as well, as he waited for me quite long...
Called mommy afta everythin settled, guess wats her 1st reaction???
Y so stewpid, y didnt u realize ur tyre goin flat?? and i was oso like "swt, y m i being so stewpid??

In the office now, cant wait to see my ling ling SAM later 2nite!

Kenny's treat in Queen's park!

B4 hair dying.....kinda blonde

Afta hair dying, went dining in Queen's Park! Thx kenny for the treats, as tat costs him few hundreds bucks.

Sum1 complaint tat my hair colour was too bright, therefore i took the initiative to make sum changes. But sumtimes i realized tat jus doesnt worth it, y shud i care if the other party don even care??

Maybe he jus aint the one tat i want n tat i reli nid. Everythin is jus like a silly mistake.

I reli hate promise breaker!!!

Happy post!

Ling Ling aka sam sam!!!! My lovely sugarpie! Thank u so so much.
Eventually, i know wat i want! And i know wat shud i do !
Will talk more to u 2nite k , perhaps a zero distance pillow talk?
Haha, u r no doubt my sweetest choc milkshake!!!! Love ya !!!!

DOUBTFUL

Its 12.30 pm and its now lunch time, and i've done wateva task given by my superior.

I wished to be a lil busy, so tat i wont hv time for things tat disgruntled me.
I knew sumtin is bothering me. I knew it clearly wats the causes. I certainly do hope tat i can work it out and get rid of it, as i reli hate being in such a confusion n dilemma. Anyhow, contradictions emerged simultaneously, as i doubt tat i will hv the determination to work it out nor i've faith tat it will go accordin my way.

I hv tonnes of questions in my mind. I believed most of the ppl felt bothered and disturbed as they dun hv the ans for the questions in their mind, but tats definitely not my case. I hv all the ans in my mind, but how will i go in handling those kinda situation? Shud i go according to my principle n act in accordance with my true feeling? Or shud i give it a try for new stuff?

Sam said tis to me : Jus give it a try babe!
Kelvin said tis to me : U'll never know if u dun even give it a try.
Alex said tis to me : If u know sumtin is goin wrongly n u dun feel happy with it, give it up earlier rather than draggin it til no end. Harm certainly being amplified along the way, so u shud make up ur mind earlier gal.

Afta talking to some of my frens, i realized there're majorly 2 solutions. Very positive which is oso an optimistic one, GIVE IT A TRY! Another one which is kinda negative, END IT EARLIER IF U THINK U CANT TAKE IT !

My bro always tell me this : Girl, life is short, do things u r happy with. I wanna see my lil sis livin happily. Go get sum1 hu can reli cheer u up when u'r down, go get sum1 who reli care for u, hu reli love u! Get sum1 hu can reli commit ! The most important thing is tat he love u more than himself, he ranked u above of all things, taking care of ur feelings b4 doin anything and making any decisions. Utilize ur rights in saying NO and feel free to voice it out for things u dislike. If he do care for u, he will do it for u. If he do nutin even afta u voiced it out, he's worthless and he's certainly not the one u can entrust. I reli want my lil sis 2 be happy, and pls promise me tat u'll be happy!

I reli heart tis bro much as he is certainly the best bro on earth! I always wanted a bro hu care for me much since i was very young, and i reli thank god for granting my wish. Thou my wish was granted a lil late, but still my wish was granted!!!

M telling myself, i shud take all their words into consideration. Analyze n finalize every single words tat they said, be happy and make up my mind. Never do things tat u know u'll regret later.

Thanking all of u guys for sharing me ur precious time n also advices. Proud n glad to have this bunch of frens n oso my special bro!

Love u all much!
-Ber-

Restaurant with the name of "NO SIGNBOARD"

Went to tis restaurant named "NO SIGNBOARD" in ION CITY
The main dish was the Huge crab from Alaska
Thou it tasted reli great, but i cant deny the fact tat it was being overpriced

besides Alaska crab, v ordered lobster porridge, "sek ban" fish, 2 vege and oso fried rice.
And this lunch costs us 960 SGD....

Afta the lunch, went shoppin with bro
Afta the whole day shoppin,
I bought jus some perfume and also some stuffs for frens

Casino in Sentosa

Not gonna touch on bday celeb n oso my trip 2 china..........kinda lazy 2 update tat much ....lolxxx
Will jus upload sum picz of mine 2 SG k???

Date of event : 31th March 10

This was my very 1st time entering casino, and i lost 1.5k SD......My bro was teasing me tat i m so so "special".......As ppl hu normally enter casino for the 1st time will certainly wins.

Bro gave me another 1k to try afta tat, but m jus so sick of my luck at gambling, and so i rejected...Eventually gorgor brought me to the lounge bar in the casino while waiting for the other gamblers.