AH boy gorgor and me


Hate His Car so so Much!!!!

Parcel by gege----- from POSLAJU (the postage fees were so expensive!!)

Mama's favorite - pickled roses

My favourite "mei mei ", from Japan

haha......custom checking!!!

Lovely Packaging......products from Japan.......awesome!!

哥哥， 你真疼我， 谢谢你！！！！

Salty chestnut!


My Favourite........Special Durian Tart!!!!

3 looked the same, but they r totalli diff

orange juice , corn juice(special!!!!!)

Fruity Salad

Yammmmmmmm......

My Main Course - Apricot Kernel Bird Nest

Mama's main course -----> AbaLoNe!!!!!

1 of the things Bought by Kenny ---- From Japan

Comment : Nice and attractive packaging

: But Tooooooooo Sweeeeeeettttttt

Found this blog!!!! Our Small AJK's blog.....haha
V created that 2gethe 2 yrs ago if m not mistaken
V crapped 2gethe as well 2 ......haha

Well, here's my Confession

Sum1 hinted me that she's doesnt know how much i love, i care, i mind, bout her

I gotta tell u sumtin, pls let me explain
Being with u is definitely my fullest enjoy

How do u 1 me 2 love u? I seriously Love MAdu( I mean the real honey k......)
Take it fast? take it slow? Honey Madu let me know!!
With my berry heart n my berry soul
I'll take u anywhere u wanna go
I'll look right to u and turn right 2 u
Wat it gonna take now, i gotta make u see(kan u say u duno how i felt? as i DON express it in written word?? So now, i'll make u see !!!!!!)

No matter the distance, I want you 2 know
(eventhou its btw selayang, kepong or even Ampang.....haha )
I want you to know the deep inside me
I wanna make u believe that u reli occupy a signficant place in my heart!!!
I wanna make u believe that u r here.....always in my heart!!!!

The oni oni oni oni oni things that made me go back 2 sch is UUUUUUUUUUUU & U!!!!

OKAY???????Clear????????????

Sum1 Jus came Back From Fiji

Cute Sam!!!! Pull me 2 the amusement park afta her trip back from FiJi.....

My BELOVED King

Dear : My hoNey HoNeY a.k.a MadU MAdU

M so so so sorry 2 heAR bout that, but don worry.....U did a good deed k, u're actualli indirectly helping a very poor family ........

Cheers********

Shiang Ying , MEeee , Carol And Ee ping !!!! Heart this pic much!!!

Miss my curly hair even more !!!

i miss my fringe!!!! i shudn't hv trim it !!!!!

My Current NeRrrrrrrrrDDDDyyy GoooooooOOOOOODdddYYYYYyyy Hairstyle

GO 2 HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

Mind ur words pls!!!!! M not ur gas tube 4 u 2 release stress or anger !!!!!!!

4th Day....

Talked to Dan yday and he told me that wat i wrote in my blog is like m breaking up with my boyfren.......
Then i sigh....and ans : Maybe v're jus 2 fren.....

Didnt make it 2 college 2day, and i felt like blogging early in the morning d
Its raining now, rainin usually represents moody, BUT
Felt even better 2day, m a even happier berry now

Gotta go 4 brunch now, like my lychee gorgor said, no matter what happened, v still have 2 eat and lives stil goes on..... -winks-

Have A Great and Pleasant Day ahead!!!!

2day's the 3rd day i lost my best fren.....

Losing a decade fren reli hurt me bad
Maybe frenship btw us is jus a hopeless crime,
Cared her as a fren for so long and i've given her all that I could
Giving up this frenship seems my lifetime, What went wrong ??What's wrong with us when its was once so good??

But eventually i found the word , GOODBYE....
I ALWAYS tot of saying GOODBYE out 2 this fren of mine whenever v have argument or when v were in cold war....
V used 2 quarrel , v did always fight jus becuz of small potato thingy, and i always wanna say goodbye 2 her .....
But how do you find the words to say (goodbye) WHEN ur heart dont have the heart to say goodbye?
I always wanted 2 say it out , but i had never say that out b4.....Not even once
Never knew where this would lead and m not trying to take away our fenship

But this time is reli the time 2 let go, I do NOT know how 2 retain it when i've already lost it...
The faith,trust and frenship btw us have gone and will never ever be back again
I realize that there's no1 2 be blamed, becuz others infiltrated

Frankly speaking, i reli felt bad days ago....but felt much relief afta meeting frens in col 2day
Ee ping and Daniel gave me some special feeling,i duno how 2 describe in words
Thanks 2 both of em',i felt better and happier 2day

Dun worry , M a happier berry now......

I bought myself some sweet stuffs....I tot i can calm myself down by finishing them

But i realize that it's hard .....M actually forcing myself 2 eat!!! i lost my appetite!!!!

Maybe Keith is ryte, i shud take things casually

I shud treat everything easily like nothing happened....

Speech is a very powerful human tool and the toungue of urs is shaper than the sword
Is time 2 to put a full stop btw us....a REAL REAL REAL fullstop 4 us
Pls 4give me if i don answer ur calls,replying ur text or goin out v u
Its time 2 have a break 4 both of us
I'm falling so helplessly,i can't disguise the way I feel inside now

I know u prefer her everything than mine
I know if she ever go away,that would be ur darkest day
U guys have been drawn 2gether by the chemistry, but wat u and me had is jus a worthless frenship
Lately,I've been seeing a little doubt in your eyes
You used to call me and say things bout ur daily live and i'll be there ready 2 listen 2 all ur moan n ur satisfaction as v r true fren
When u call me late nite 2 tell me bout the prob u were facing the other day,I would move all heaven and earth just 2 set u free
Frenship btw us? A true frenship gave me the power energy flowing from sadness 2 a happy moment, and i practiced that on u 2
I try 2 help u and pull u out from d dilemma afta knowing the situation u were facing
I tot i can at least be one of ur helping hand when u were lost, a helping hand to make it right

I reli reli treated u as my one and only besty!!! I wish 2 make all ur sorrow undone by being ur light, i'll be there for u if u feel like there's nowhere 2 run...Jus to hold u and make sure that u're alryte

But i lost that persistence i used 2 have in u.....Jus becuz my faith is gone....

我会选择用华文来写这片短记是因为他们两人都不会看中文。。。
我突然间很想哭，真的真得很想哭。。
一个是我一生中唯一一位最好最好最好的朋友，另一个是最疼我最宠我的高中老师。。
他们两人都要我为对方保持一个秘密。。不让我和对方说
我知道他们是信任我所以才选择告诉我, 而我也的的确确没说出来。。连妈妈也没说。
可是为什么呢？为什么我这个一直以来我都认为是我最好的朋友竟然会为了一个不是很熟的人而去怀疑我和责问我？？为什么？？？到底你有没有真的是把我当成你的好朋友？？为什么你会对我连最基本的信任都没有？？你每天都会告诉我我是你最要好的朋友，但为什么你对我一点信任都没有？？我真的狠心痛。。。我会选择不说是因为我不想对你撒谎，而且我想保留它在你心目中那个最完美的印象。。既然我不想骗你，而我又不想把残忍的事实告诉你所以才选择隐瞒你。但令我最最最最最最痛心的是你对我一点信任都没有。你知道吗？？我认识你10年了，你竟然会为了她而怀疑我？？？原来我在你的心目中就是这么的一个人？？？
你真的令我很心痛！！！！

Was emotionally-unstable these days as few of my frens were having probs

Talked 2 mama in a slightly higher tone yday,i felt bad afta that since it was reli my fault....

And so i sent mama 3 apologizing text, and what mama actualli replied touched my heart and tears surged out without a second delay afta i read that .....

I looked into my album then, those pic taken by mama when i was still a kiddo

Mama, m sorry......i promise u i'll try 2 control myself

To Ling Ling :

If i were u , i choose 2 4get everything bout that person since knowing tht its sumtin impossible....
No1 can help u if u don help urself.....U gotta pull urself out of this sentimental trap....it has been 7 yrs and u stil engaged urself there?? Don u tink its worthless by wasting ur precious time in it?? Y don utilize ur time wisely in other area?

To : Ee Ping

Gotta tel me if u're in a dilemma k......Even if i cant help but v can sort the solution out 2gether...
WHo knows u might felt better afta tellin out?
Hope u're getting better now......